Post by Sidious on Jun 16, 2005 19:22:50 GMT -5
Ok this is not some Triumphant return of the dark lord Sidious to post here again in any way shape or form. Ill admit though I told myself I would not do it, Ive lurked here, several times, sometimes thru choice sometimes through drunken sub concious internet browsing.
This looks like to me, that alot of you have wanted to defend me, or try to help me mend, and I respect and appreciate talking with all of you and the help some of you have given.
But it is unfair to attack Stephanie in this way, What she went through I believe though she put it forward in a way that sounded a little harshly, none of you have experienced.
I cared yes, all of you know that, she knows that, but she didnt ask to meet Joe to fall in love etc etc. I was bitter, resentment, negative emotions and the start and I dont need these right now, I may have said things to alot of you that have made you want to defend me or attack stephanie, please all try to be friends again. I am stronger, wiser, for what happened, whether she dealt with it in the right way is irrelavant now as it has happened, i was a broken man in april, a tattered man in may, in June im me again, for better or worse im what I was before i met any of you and what I was while I knew you all.
I chose to stop coming here, as I had to break all ties, we did have something, perhaps it should have stayed as friends, but thats all the past too, For you I wish you all, Claire, Joe etc the upmost happiness in your current relationships, and tell you to be wary of the future, we are all complex beings all capable of mistakes, errors, or been blind sided by passion, love, lust whatever you call it, remember intense hate can only exist with love. Yin and Yang a philosphy I believe a great deal in. Be true to one another, the past flows like a river that will never flow the same way again. And I have walked a similar road to Joe (goth joe stephs boyfriend), As i have pursued a nother mans partner, and so im not a man of purity or honour in that sense, cos im rash and impulsive. I wish deep down in my heart I could rebuild my friendship with her, but I doubt I can. But you Guys just forget us, forget it, remember her when she was your friend. Joe (symbolic Myth) she wishes you happiness in other posts.
Claire regardless of if you think Stephs got Munchausens Byproxy or not, try to be her friend again, shes not a bad person, shes a little misguided and yes shes got autism I recognised it from the start, Ive a couple of friends ive known longer than some of you have been alive whove got it, so though Im no expert in it, I can recognise it. And Joe (goth joe stephs bf) has it too, there closer in age ideals, etc, than we ever were.
This looks like to me, that alot of you have wanted to defend me, or try to help me mend, and I respect and appreciate talking with all of you and the help some of you have given.
But it is unfair to attack Stephanie in this way, What she went through I believe though she put it forward in a way that sounded a little harshly, none of you have experienced.
I cared yes, all of you know that, she knows that, but she didnt ask to meet Joe to fall in love etc etc. I was bitter, resentment, negative emotions and the start and I dont need these right now, I may have said things to alot of you that have made you want to defend me or attack stephanie, please all try to be friends again. I am stronger, wiser, for what happened, whether she dealt with it in the right way is irrelavant now as it has happened, i was a broken man in april, a tattered man in may, in June im me again, for better or worse im what I was before i met any of you and what I was while I knew you all.
I chose to stop coming here, as I had to break all ties, we did have something, perhaps it should have stayed as friends, but thats all the past too, For you I wish you all, Claire, Joe etc the upmost happiness in your current relationships, and tell you to be wary of the future, we are all complex beings all capable of mistakes, errors, or been blind sided by passion, love, lust whatever you call it, remember intense hate can only exist with love. Yin and Yang a philosphy I believe a great deal in. Be true to one another, the past flows like a river that will never flow the same way again. And I have walked a similar road to Joe (goth joe stephs boyfriend), As i have pursued a nother mans partner, and so im not a man of purity or honour in that sense, cos im rash and impulsive. I wish deep down in my heart I could rebuild my friendship with her, but I doubt I can. But you Guys just forget us, forget it, remember her when she was your friend. Joe (symbolic Myth) she wishes you happiness in other posts.
Claire regardless of if you think Stephs got Munchausens Byproxy or not, try to be her friend again, shes not a bad person, shes a little misguided and yes shes got autism I recognised it from the start, Ive a couple of friends ive known longer than some of you have been alive whove got it, so though Im no expert in it, I can recognise it. And Joe (goth joe stephs bf) has it too, there closer in age ideals, etc, than we ever were.