Messes

[Sidious]

So as some of you know ive been going through my own pains and hurts lately, but so has one of my good work colleagues, so after a night were i couldnt bear to be alone in my flat, on my own, I headed out to the Spread Eagle, the local pub thats been my local for a good five years now.

All my good friends from work were there with there other halfs etc. I met Nathan ( a different Nathan ) i know through Gart who is someone I work with, he had only seen me a about a yr prior at a birthday drink there, but recognised me from the nightwish gig, hed called out to me but id not recognised him, said i looked really happy with whoever was on my arm that night.

Then after a few drinks lots of chatting, a load more information about chris and rachel whod split up a few days before my own break, came out, and everyone got really heated with each other, I got confused without the full picture, but managed to help try to patch things up, but i think a group of friends has fallen out tonight.

Made me realise, Im sick of the hurt, damage, etc people who look like and are supposed to be in love can do to one another, and how much easier it was when you all fell out as kids, and soon patched it all up, So people, dont ruin good friendships, or betray or hurt the people you love, Ive had enough of it for one lifetime in one week.

[Kariah]

The pain, my head........

[Sidious]

Dont worry, i think things are better, sat was a little better for are group, but Chris is a rock bottom place at the mo. My life goes on, Sorry i couldnt talk tonight, went round to mosses (from work). For a little while.

[Kariah]

It's ok hun, I'm glad your feeling a lil better, I had another attack Monday night cause of a big row with ma.

Hope you are well.

Hows your dad?

Luv me xxx