Well here I go again Embarking on something new...

[Sidious]

Ok folks, Im going to stick around here, cos bitching, sniding aside, I think we have the basis of a good comunity here, that can discuss, music, politics, etc and the other things that make up lifes little melting pot.

And I thought Id tell you all, The dark lord has found a muse, Ive just spend a weekend that went by in a whirlwind, in the arms of someone whose completely unlike anyone ive given my heart too. And ive been as giddy as the first time I fell for anyone, not that ive yet used those three words to her, better left unsaid until my feet have landed on terra firma again.

And my freezer is still possessed by a frost demon from the cold netherworld. As I opened it when I returned, and its horrific so ive begun attacking the ice like a man possessed.

Im happier than I have been in most likely the whole year.
And its been as sudden and aprubt as anyone whose ever entered my life, it always blindsides me, and id told myself Id take this one slowly, lol.

Life its a funny twisty turny road, and you no what, I love all the dam chicanes and hairpins, if driving isnt interesting whats the point, so all of you enjoy the drive, take in the sites. And I'll stick around.... for now.....

[Kariah]

I'm happy for you, we've both gone on and now you have a new love. I hope you have a very happier time with her.

Best wishes
Stephanie x

[claire]

good luck sir Sidious!! with your new love and the demon in your freezer! glad to hear previous burns havent put you off dancing with the flames of love again! i wish you both the best x x

[Sidious]

Playing with fire is part of the passion and the fun, , im not afraid of getting burnt, would be too irrational.

Plus I act in the momment, and once again did something rash and spontanous, but again built on the back of a hunch.

Thus far im happy, theres common grounds we share that are different to common grounds ive shared with past flames, (keeping the fire metaphors going, well put claire earlier), But no ones perfect, her smoking doesnt annoy me or turn me off, which I was scared of because usually it does, but shes very humble about it and feels bad whenever she wanted to smoke in my presence, besides she smokes for stress, and shes already found im good at stress relief, given time, I hope though not to force her to change she can give up smoking.

Needless to say time seemed to dissapear, as all we did is talk and hold one another, until without any planning on m y part, im not nearly sneaky enough to have thought of that, I missed my last train, The baking death like heat of Sat in Worcester had fried my brain, how did the rest of you cope with the weekends heat. So what became one days meeting, became a weekend away, which is something in part I feel I too needed.

[StockholmSyndrome]

I didn't cope with the weekend's heat, I sweated buckets and almost died. I hate the damn summer. Damn damn damn damn summer.
I'm so so glad! Wish thee luck on thy new venture, Lord Sidious. Thou art truthfully deserving of it.

[claire]

ahh, the fiery passion that is love... tis bitter yet sweet, so cold, yet so hot, burning through the souls of men for thousands of men, dying for the ones they love, killing in blind passion, love is bliss, love is insanity, love is flying through the skies on a cloud of hope...

woah. did i just write all that? wow, i'm poetic today.

[Kariah]

It's a whilwind romance just make sure it doesn't blow out. I'm glad for you.

[Sidious]

Well its gone far from blowing out, Ive just been there again for a few days, and shock horror met both parents and got on with both of them well enough for first meetings.

Still got some charms then.

Now ive got that horrible sunk feeling as I miss her already, but im on a Europhic high. Shes exactly compatible with the way I am in all aspects of a physical and emotional relationship.

She also survived the dreaded introduction to starwars, thankfully due to her liking Empire Strikes Back, I thougt during new hope we wouldnt cross that bridge but she sees why I like it. And ive learnt to impersonate snape cos shes a thing for him and i can make her laugh whatever *grins*

[Kariah]

I'm not saying it will. Just want you to be careful k, I know you understand.