Insecure

[Kariah]

I feel insecure,
A pain inside as if I’m not sure,
Do I know they will not try,
Or am I just being paranoid?

My heart is weary from constant pain,
I can’t loose this soul,
For it is the only thing that has kept me alive.

I ponder this, I ponder that,
I wonder down the hall,
Trying to find the answers within,
Why cannot I relax?

I wish it not to happen but I know it must be,
I am not possessive so I shall not try to deter,
Yet I have this illusion, this constant pain,
That makes me shudder, that makes me feel weak and insignificant.

I know not what will happen,
I only trust one, not the other,
Yet I will let it be, I don’t have the anger inside to retaliate,
Please let us be.